I’m not sure what to do now. I did fifteen days of yoga and it felt amazing.
I woke up every day, and I knew, without the shadow of a doubt, that I would be doing yoga that morning. I felt liberated by my commitment to my practice and I felt physically charged after doing my practice.
And then one day i just…didn’t do it. And then I did it again the next day. And then, I didn’t do it again and then i didn’t do it again and I just kept not doing it and I haven’t done it since.
I don’t know what to do next. The more I try and fail the more I’m afraid that I’ll just keep failing. And maybe life is that, just keep trying even though so much of the experience is what we call failure. Maybe success is just people who keep on trying through all the failing.
Which brings up the question, is failing the right word to use?
All I know is, for fifteen days I did yoga and it felt amazing and then I stopped and I don’t know why. What happens next?